Thursday 27 January 2011

Wishing my life away

I wish the computer had worked and let me do this yesterday.
I wish I could get up in the morning, eat my breakfast, get dressed and leave the house... instead of being woken up, drinking three half of three half cold cups of tea, get dressed, ask, beg and then shout at two other smaller people to get dressed, pay the dinner money, sign up for school clubs, check small people's homework, correct homework, practise reading with other small person, fill up water bottles, find shoes, put on coats, and then leave the house.
I wish I had more willpower... because I wish I was slimmer.  
I really wish had a job I enjoyed more.  
I wish I was more sure of myself.
 I wish I was better at the things I enjoy.  
I wish I had more energy and got more done, because I wish my house was tidier and I felt more in control.  
I wish I could go on holiday somewhere sunny tomorrow.  
Maybe I just wish it wasn't January.